when she needed him to step in and up she was proud to know her ''cousin'' but she forgot him and was ashamed of him not for what he done only that it won't effect her job. and you can say proudly her new housbend is supermarket/bus security

צורה נוראה? לי, משום מה, כאב עליו כבר מהרגע שראיתי אותו שבור, גמור, בין הסורגים.